Well its been about a month since we heard the Dr say the only way we can have a child is by ivf or adoption. Its been a crazy month, march always is, and then on top of that trying to decide what to do. I know that I'm up for both options but it seems like dh doesn't want to try either of them. I don't know if its the money issue, his way of dealing with the news, or him holding on to a glimmer of hope. I just cant keep giving myself false hope that it will happen naturally. Its been 3 years of trying and the evil witch rides in on her wicked broom stick every month. Its draining and depressing, I'm sick of waiting. Many people have told me to let it sink in before we make any decisions, for me it has sunk in, for him it hasn't. All I can do is pray that the lord will guide us to our decisions and help us through our
journey that we choose.
